{"id":2658,"date":"2013-03-25T17:53:19","date_gmt":"2013-03-25T17:53:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.controlpadblues.com\/?p=2658"},"modified":"2013-03-25T17:53:19","modified_gmt":"2013-03-25T17:53:19","slug":"my-top-100-5-half-life","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.controlpadblues.com\/?p=2658","title":{"rendered":"My Top 100: #5 &#8211; Half-Life"},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"attachment_2665\" style=\"width: 315px\" class=\"wp-caption alignnone\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.controlpadblues.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/03\/hl.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-2665\" class=\"size-full wp-image-2665\" alt=\"1998 - Valve (PC, PlayStation 2)\" src=\"http:\/\/www.controlpadblues.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/03\/hl.jpg\" width=\"305\" height=\"437\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.controlpadblues.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/03\/hl.jpg 305w, https:\/\/www.controlpadblues.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/03\/hl-209x300.jpg 209w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 305px) 100vw, 305px\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-2665\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">1998 &#8211; Valve (PC, PlayStation 2)<\/p><\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>In Grades 10 and 11, I was so obsessed with all things <em>Star Wars<\/em> that everthing else that happened in those years seems like a blur.\u00a0 I don&#8217;t remember the NASCAR races all that well, which, if you know me, I&#8217;m sure you know is a big deal.\u00a0 I honestly don&#8217;t remember any games that I played those years either, other than <em>Ocarina of Time<\/em>, but they were probably\u00a0mostly <em>Star Wars<\/em> games.<\/p>\n<p>I had gotten my friend Ken to burn me a pirated copy of <em>The Phantom Menace<\/em>, and I\u00a0watched that so many times that I actually had the entire first half of dialogue from\u00a0the movie memorized, word for word.\u00a0 In between &#8220;important&#8221; note-takings in Grade 11 History class, I even wrote it all down in my notebook.<\/p>\n<p><em>Obi-Wan:\u00a0 I have a bad feeling about this&#8230;<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Qui-Gon:\u00a0 I don&#8217;t sense anything.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Obi-Wan:\u00a0 It&#8217;s not about the mission, Master.\u00a0 It&#8217;s something elsewhere, elusive&#8230;<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Qui-Gon:\u00a0 Don&#8217;t center on your anxieties, Obi-Wan.\u00a0 Keep your concentration, here and\u00a0now, where it belongs.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Obi-Wan:\u00a0 But Master Yoda said I should be mindful of the future.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Qui-Gon:\u00a0 But not at the expense of the moment.\u00a0 Be mindful of the living Force, young Padawan.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>By the end of the semester, I had everything\u00a0until\u00a0the pod racing scene written up.<\/p>\n<p>Yes folks, it was that bad.\u00a0 I wish it weren&#8217;t the truth, knowing now that the dialogue in that movie was in fact quite\u00a0dreadful&#8230;\u00a0 but it is 100% true.\u00a0 I didn&#8217;t look up that dialogue I wrote just above, so evidently, it&#8217;s still all fresh in my mind.<\/p>\n<p>Crazy.<\/p>\n<p>It was in\u00a0this same\u00a0History class that my friend John mentioned that he had\u00a0started playing this amazing little game called <em>Half-Life<\/em>.\u00a0 I had heard about it on\u00a0<em>GameSpot TV<\/em>, a show with Adam Sessler\u00a0on ZDTV that eventually became the popular\u00a0<em>X-Play<\/em> show on G4.\u00a0\u00a0I assumed it was something along the lines of <em>Quake<\/em> or <em>Unreal Tournament,<\/em>\u00a0and as was the case with other PC games, I didn&#8217;t have much interest in seeing what <em>Half-Life<\/em> was all about.<\/p>\n<p>John had a copy of the game burnt\u00a0on a CD (which was pretty damn amazing, at the time), and he lent it to me.\u00a0\u00a0He wasn&#8217;t that much of a gamer, but I figured I&#8217;d give this one a shot.\u00a0 I had just gotten a new 3DFX video card, so why not let it stretch its legs a bit?<\/p>\n<p>This was the first time I ever played with the ol&#8217; keyboard and mouse combo, and the controls felt great.\u00a0 The Black Mesa research facility had texture and depth, and felt a heck of a lot more realistic than what I had seen before.\u00a0 NPC&#8217;s were talking to me, and although I had seen this sort of thing on console games before, interactions with\u00a0<em>Half-Life<\/em> characters just seemed more genuine.<\/p>\n<p>Things had changed quite a bit since\u00a0<em>Doom<\/em>, that much was certain.<\/p>\n<p>The narrative was much deeper, and you could associate with Gordon Freeman a heck of a lot more than&#8230;\u00a0 DoomGuy, was it?\u00a0\u00a0Even though <em>Doom<\/em> blew my mind for putting\u00a0me in the shoes of an angry dude carrying a gun, needing to kill everything in sight,\u00a0<em>Half-Life<\/em> made\u00a0me\u00a0experience something completely different.<\/p>\n<p>I mean, the first part of the game has you showing up for work, and doing Gordon&#8217;s job.\u00a0 That was friggin&#8217; brilliant!\u00a0 It connected you to the story, and made you feel as though you were as much a part of the journey as Freeman himself was.<\/p>\n<p>From the moment you step off that hover train at the beginning, you&#8217;re sent through this amazing inter-connected\u00a0space that sends you to every corner of Black Mesa.\u00a0 While the weapons\u00a0all looked and worked pretty damn\u00a0awesomely (not to mention how great they sounded), you needed more than just firepower to get past certain situations.\u00a0 There was always some kind of obstacle for you to overcome using your noggin, rather than brute force.\u00a0 I appreciated that, for sure.<\/p>\n<p>Even though I&#8217;ve said time and time again that PC games are just not for me, <em>Half-Life<\/em> is\u00a0one of those games that I need to re-play on PC again, some day.\u00a0 Sure, the PlayStation 2 version was quite nice, but I&#8217;ll never forget the awesomeness that was <em>Half-Life<\/em> for PC, and how it got me off that <em>Star Wars<\/em> kick.<\/p>\n<p>I needed that&#8230;\u00a0 thanks, John.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/9kmVPUThESA\" height=\"360\" width=\"480\" allowfullscreen=\"\" frameborder=\"0\"><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>The first memory I have about <em>Half-Life<\/em> comes a few years after I first played the game, on my second or third playthrough.\u00a0 What might seem like an incredibly happy memory is actually somewhat bittersweet.\u00a0 I know I&#8217;m usually pretty open about things on my blog, but I won&#8217;t get into the details, this time around.<\/p>\n<p>I actually didn&#8217;t know it at the time, but the winter storm brewing outside my window that\u00a0day\u00a0was being hailed as &#8220;White Juan&#8221;.\u00a0 Hurricane Juan had rocked the Maritimes a few months earlier, and this blast of weather was the winter version of it.\u00a0 Luckily, I wasn&#8217;t working that day, so I settled in for my favourite snowstorm activity &#8211; playing lots of games.<\/p>\n<p>That morning, we had gotten the call from Moncton, saying that my sister was driven to the hospital.\u00a0 She was going into labour!\u00a0 Before the day was out, we were hoping to have a little niece or nephew, and my parents would have a grandchild for the first time.\u00a0 It was very exciting!<\/p>\n<p>They didn&#8217;t determine the baby&#8217;s sex beforehand, so everyone\u00a0told my sister she was having a boy.\u00a0 Weird cravings?\u00a0 Yep, a boy.\u00a0 Belly has a certain shape?\u00a0 A boy.\u00a0 Blah blah blah.\u00a0 A boy.\u00a0 Mom and I were the only two\u00a0people that ever\u00a0told my sister we thought she&#8217;d be having a girl.\u00a0 It wasn&#8217;t by looking at her, or anything superstitious like that &#8211; although, maybe there is some science behind all that stuff,\u00a0who knows.<\/p>\n<p>It was just the simple fact that\u00a0we saw her\u00a0raising a little girl, and not a little boy.\u00a0\u00a0That was it.<\/p>\n<p>I was at the part in the video above, where\u00a0you travel down that massive elevator shaft with the green acid at the bottom,\u00a0when we got the next\u00a0call from the hospital in Moncton.\u00a0 I paused the game, headed out into the kitchen and soaked in all the details.\u00a0 We were both elated at the news that both\u00a0the mommy and\u00a0baby were\u00a0healthy, but it was\u00a0made even sweeter\u00a0by the fact that it\u00a0was a girl!!\u00a0\u00a0Mom and I\u00a0were right!\u00a0 Take that, <em>everybody<\/em>!<\/p>\n<p>Mom didn&#8217;t have much time to celebrate, since she had to venture out into the storm and go to work.\u00a0 That had me a bit\u00a0worried, but she ended up making it just fine.\u00a0 I stayed home and played <em>Half-Life<\/em> for the better part of the afternoon.<\/p>\n<p>What a strange, surreal day that was.<\/p>\n<p>For memory number two, let&#8217;s fast forward almost three years.<\/p>\n<p>I had been dating Anita for a bit more than six months when her roommates bailed on her just after Christmas.\u00a0\u00a0I wasn&#8217;t\u00a0sure what she was going to do with her living situation,\u00a0so\u00a0I spent a lot of time with her at her place.\u00a0 I didn&#8217;t know if I was going to move in, or what, but I wanted to be there while the departing roommate and her boyfriend\u00a0moved all\u00a0her stuff out.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s not that I didn&#8217;t trust them&#8230;\u00a0 but&#8230;\u00a0 yeah.<\/p>\n<p>Anyway, even when she was at work, I was at her apartment.\u00a0 No cable TV, no internet&#8230;\u00a0 just\u00a0the PlayStation 2 I had brought over to watch movies with.\u00a0 Naturally, I brought a few games along, as well.<\/p>\n<p>There were nights I played games in complete darkness on her little 14-inch TV for hours, waiting for what seemed like forever for\u00a0her to get off work.\u00a0 The majority of the furniture belonged to the departing roommate, so it really was quite\u00a0eerie in that place.\u00a0 Of all the games I played, <em>Half-Life<\/em> was the one that I played the most.\u00a0 In complete darkness, it was a pretty intense playthrough!<\/p>\n<p>We ended up moving in together into a different apartment a month later, but there were definitely some memories\u00a0from that old place that neither of us will ever\u00a0forget!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_2666\" style=\"width: 410px\" class=\"wp-caption alignnone\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.controlpadblues.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/03\/goodtimes.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-2666\" class=\"size-full wp-image-2666\" alt=\"Halifax after &quot;White Juan&quot;, February 2004. Good times in the Maritimes.\" src=\"http:\/\/www.controlpadblues.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/03\/goodtimes.jpg\" width=\"400\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.controlpadblues.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/03\/goodtimes.jpg 400w, https:\/\/www.controlpadblues.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/03\/goodtimes-300x225.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 400px) 100vw, 400px\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-2666\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Halifax after &#8220;White Juan&#8221;, February 2004.<br \/>Good times in the Maritimes.<\/p><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; In Grades 10 and 11, I was so obsessed with all things Star Wars that everthing else that happened in those years seems like a blur.\u00a0 I don&#8217;t remember the NASCAR races all that well, which, if&#8230; <a class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/www.controlpadblues.com\/?p=2658\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[90,85,32],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2658","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-half-life","category-pc","category-top-100"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.controlpadblues.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2658","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.controlpadblues.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.controlpadblues.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.controlpadblues.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.controlpadblues.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2658"}],"version-history":[{"count":10,"href":"https:\/\/www.controlpadblues.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2658\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2674,"href":"https:\/\/www.controlpadblues.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2658\/revisions\/2674"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.controlpadblues.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2658"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.controlpadblues.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2658"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.controlpadblues.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2658"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}